Back to where I came from

I was standing at the base of a mesa. It was one of those spaces in time where you see the object but little else has detail. It was dark as night. New moon and little stars to view. Somewhere from behind me I could sense a light. Bright like the sun but dim at this point only to assist in my vertical climb up to the top. The rocks appeared red. They were hard and at some points slick but I kept on climbing. I noticed I was wearing a white robe of sorts. It was more an essence of self than actual clothing. As I became aware of this I realized the weight of my perceived body was simply a projection from the mind. My climb became quick and I almost flew to the top of the percepice. Once I reached the top it was black. Not black as night just black. I stepped forward knowing that I would quickly be engulfed into something that I would have to push against to free myself from again.

The black rained down on me like molasses and stuck to me in the same fashion. I was quickly knocked down and over taken with the weight of all that was contained within it. I flashed to the moment I had met this black mass before. I was wide awake the first time and it over took me in the same fashion leaving me breathless and scared. I was better prepared this time as well as lacking fear. Tonight I would free myself from the ties that bind me to so many earth bound inbreed fears and societal trainings. This blackness represented all that was fear, pain, loss of self, desperation, hatred, lies, endless senseless self sabotaging acts upon myself. This blackness was what has been holding me down from truly freeing my soul into the outward expression that is self.

That is where is happened. The obvious realization of feeling the separation from my source. The womb of God and that pureness of Love that is indescribable in words. I saw it in the light that I knew was behind me as I climbed. I was now removed from the physical. Witnessing the dark mass attempt to over take the physical temple once more. The body shifting and wiggling in its attempts to be free. I knew it would die without me. It was only a manifestation of the physical world. A place for me the I AM to work from and experience wonder. My temple to perform miracles as I walked in full embodiment and joy. Spreading this truth everywhere by being.

The choice was made. I would return to the body and dig out of the darkness once and for all to fight the demons of despair, fear, and hatred. I would share my self in it's true form once more. The night was filled with endless visions and dreams. Memories, split second glimpses at decisions made or words spoken. Working from the pure source self they were cleared with little less than a blink of an eye. The darkness lifted up like bubbles from the ocean floor. Slowly the stickiness and weight of all that had been attaching to every last fiber was being released in light speed timing. I was being freed. I was returning back to where I came from and remaining here to do the work that was always intended all at the same time.

Suddenly it was light. Pure blinding light. I witnessed at that moment my darker side. A side of me that served a purpose to the physical body however useless to the enlighten form. It would assist me as I walked my path but would no longer hinder me as I pushed forward.

My mediation has shifted into sleep and as I came out of this space I was instantly aware of how long I had been in this state. My restful night sleep was replaced by an extremely deep healing. My head was spinning. This spinning sensation continued on the better part of the day and into the remainder of the week. The re-calabration that is taking place catches me off guard at times. I still see flashes of something for review however they are brief. I hardly know myself anymore and find myself floating through life...just waiting. Being a mother and a wife are my current compass and I also using them as my beacon when I get fuzzy in the details. I feel healed in a way that I pray all may feel someday. I finally understand that God and I were never seperated. I am always Home within my own self. She is with me and He guides me with every breath.

Be One with Love,
Leah

Heart Bursting Forth

Awakening the heart charka and feeling into the breath of the soul takes courage. You must be willing to reach within and feel the pain of lifetimes as well as the Grace of a thousand Loves that fill your being.

Stop and listen to your heart beat. Its physical function is clear and it does it without thought or effort. When you continue to listen and center you suddenly witness a much deeper feeling here. This is the home of your soul, the birth place of the life of Love. Radiating here is the clear liquid gold of breath, life, love. Circling outward, upward, inward and all spaces in between you can feel this throughout your being if you become quiet and aware.

Awareness of this sacred space allows for the insight of the blocks and pain that may also reside here from group conscious programming, personal experience, and lifetimes of karmic energy stored. This is also where the empathy of your being is felt and takes place. When you sense hurt there for no reason your connecting to something you have attached yourself to through your charka. This is your empathic connection and understanding how it works will assist in clearing old cords or connection points that may have been created long ago and that are no longer needed. Clearing this space of unwanted or unneeded energy will assist in the expanse of the Divine Love that has been created to flow through you. Clearing is as simple as projecting healing light into the open charka and saying words or prayer of release. Clearing can also be a ritual of great care that involves a night of meditation, acknowledgement of each block or cord being removed and a love filled bath of light prior to the rituals end. The point is to be free of what holds you back and weights your heart center down.

Now is the time to truly feel the Love of the Divine and move into the divinity of your souls truth. Whispers of hidden knowledge will become heard and seen through this delicate space your soul occupies. You will grow bold in your willingness to feel compassion and honor all souls on this journey. You will reach out with an open heart and touch the stars with you gift of you. Nothing can be more compassionate than the act of self love to be shared with the universe one breath at a time.

Your time is now. Your life is now. Open, breathe, be free. Enter into the Light of a Lifetime.

The Seed Burst Forth

The Seed has burst forth. 
The first rays of light shine down on the little seedling 
Gifting promise and life~ endless as the breeze.
Rooted with the earth 
Surrounded by the air 
Reaching for the stars 
This was the awakening that was promised. 
Today growth is one of strength and understanding of what is contained within the stems of life.
The leaves of nature move up and out reaching and expanding in Love.



My Personal Story


The process of growing from seed to seedling is complete. The awakening of my soul to a higher level started with a burst of light that literally cracked open at the base of my spine- the root chakra- and shot up through the central meridian for just a few quick seconds. Awakening in the physical can be painful and this moment was no exception. The soul awoke in the physical body and left me in pieces for days. The pain was strong. It was hot then ice cold. I could feel the ripples of this light slowly moving from the central point out into my legs, torso, and then arms and head. I used Reiki to heal the initial pain and shock. Then healthy doses of prayer and requests for Divine Grace for the integration. I quickly sought Alternative forms of Medicine to assist with the realignment of my back and pelvis. More came out of these visits which has healed me even deep in new areas that also needed assistance and healing. My first kundalini initiation was complete.

I was a new small seedling, I was vulnerable and delicate. I needed lots of water and fresh food. Lacking sunlight here in the Pacific Northwest I sought out foods to stimulate me in the ways my body was craving. I grew a stronger connection with my body as my soul filled itself in spaces it had never occupied before. As the physical body issues started to reach the new level of wholeness my body prepare for the next step upward.

I cleansed and detoxed the natural way my body requested and then received the next upgrade needed. I went through a molecular upgrade. At the core of every atom in my body I released the old patterns of eons of lifetimes. Lower vibrational energies that no longer could hold space in a body coming into its new form. This process appears on the outside to be an illness. A cold with a mind of its own. Initially my body told me 72 hours of release. I drank lots of water and stayed focus on the outcome and ignored the physical pain that was burning through me. This process was like the initial wave of light I felt at the awakening. The difference was it burned slowly at each phase of release. It would sit in different spots within and then move like a wave to another space that needed focus. I ran fevers, had chills, and felt exhausted while releasing all I could with all my heart. While sleeping on the 3rd night  I was feeling the lift of energy change within and I made a conscious choice to try and clear the block that has been lodged in my throat chakra my whole life. This healing process was more centralized in the throat and heart chakra areas affecting me physically in my throat and lungs. This release was different and more difficult as I was working on a deep seated karmic energy that wasn't willing to leave quietly. Four days later the pain lifted however I still choke up and feel the energy still attempting to hold on while the cellular level of my body try to dislodge and release. I will continue to work on my healing of this area.

The last of the healing within has been less resistant to change and more flowing of the light- these are the dreams and memories of all my lifetimes contained within. They come to me in the dream state most often although they have also been released in visions and strange memories that are triggered by outside experience in my daily life.

The connection and awakening of the third chakra has grown into a new awareness of food and digestion. I am not able to eat anything that my body doesn't want or crave. This meaning- my brain may want that yummy looking cupcake my daughters are having but my body does not. The disconnect- my programmed ego brain and my digestive system- is a  much needed change. It helps to guide me to what my nutritional needs may be at that moment. Needs that may change as my body continues to shift and grow.



The Flowering


The awakening of a soul in this new paradigm is not always for the faint of heart. It requires Faith and lot of Love for self and the process. I find myself in a new body that seems lighter (I haven't actually lost a pound) and more centered in the knowing. The next steps forward still remain in front of me hiding behind a fog of light. My focus still remains on clearing up any remaining loose ends that still need to be lifted up and out. This is the time for growing strong and understanding what it is that I am awakened to do in this cycle and all the cycles to follow.



We are the Divine Light. We are the Universe. We are LOVE.

Into the Darkness

In the dark of night the stars shine the only light on the silhouette of a women. She stands nude at the shore of a dark still body of water. The stillness and quiet all build the anticipation of a dive into this mirror of the stars that is the lake of her soul. This moonless night brings the beginning of her quest for self. Breathe. Inhale, exhale. Splash! The ripples of the water are felt throughout the universe. She has entered the darkness of the soul. The freedom to float into the depths and witness the scars of a lifetime she swims with the Grace of a child coming upon what is needed to be free at each moment. When the darkness suffocates she pushes. When there seems nothing but emptiness she reaches around and calls to the quiet for answers and pleads for understanding. She is never alone. Her heart is full with Love and her soul is calling to her healing with the wisdom of the Universe. Purity is completion. She is all at once engulfed in light and exploding from her the rainbows of light fill this dark pool of emotion and wisdom. Pushed up and forward she floats among the stars to find the lake is but a small puddle left for the new forest of life to grow upon. Crystallized forever is the knowledge that through this Divinity the Truth of the Soul has been found.

Step into the deep pool of the inner darkness. Face this truth contained within and know thyself. At first uncomfortable and confining this deep dive is the first step to being free and awakening the light that is hidden in these depths. Awakening the second chakra requires a face forward into all that is light and dark. The truth is ready to be told and heard. Witnessed and released. At times this place is suffocating in pain and suffering. Push through as you struggle to heal complete that which is due to be released into the purity of light. Contained within this prism of life is your complete rainbow of memories, thoughts, karma, and potential. As you continue to accept this darkness you are free to expose the light into these place that become your strengths. Honoring the dark and understanding the lesson contained within is the step to witnessing the rainbows of light explode and float into this well of deep.

The darkness is a part of us. How deep you go is how deep your willing to heal and honor the true self. Each moment may be different. Each healing may bring joy and tears of pain at the same time. Illuminated within the darkness is the true beauty that can be awakened at the darkest moment. This is the point of honoring this process. To be free of dark and to be filled with light. Witness the light infuse the dark and fill its spaces leaving the darkness a memory of yesterday to be forgotten in time. You cannot have the dark without the light- this is what has been taught. We are the new co-creators of this world. Let us create a place of pure love light within and allow the stars to be the containers that rule the dark. Perhaps in this awakening we are understanding what has always been the universal truth. Now being born through our honest approach to the release of truth- the freedom of the soul.

Love yourself- Dive Deep!

Spring Equinox

We have reached the end point of limiting. Limiting thoughts, beliefs, ideas, policies and suppression of the soul- there is no place left for these concepts to remain. We enter the next step to complete freedom of self and soul. The endless possibilities of mind and spirit are opening and all you have to do is accept their offer for the awakening.

Right now the core of your being is asking you to take your hand and release the constriction of old patterns and limiting belief systems. Be free to connect to your Divine Essence and breathe. Free your mind to just be, float among the deepness of the universe and the expanse of your heart. This is the start of the next step forward.

Coming Forth

Spring is one of our moments in this Awakening that we gather with intent from our own personal spaces. On the day of the Spring/Fall Equinox set intent to connect with the other souls that form our Galactic Awakening Community. Join with your heart to those around the world that form our strengthening circle of light. Time zones no longer apply when we connect with the soul. Also remember that this is a sacred time to commune with self. Listen to the push of the seed forward. This can be a quickening feeling, a struggle breakthrough, or a quiet shift of balance. Be aware of what you feel, hear, or see while in meditation. If you need to move to be observant of this sacred time, then honor that need. You are growing. Stretching and reaching for the sun and stars. Movement is part of the pushing forth from the ground out into the light. If you still feel quiet and in need of solitude honor this for yourself. Clearing time for personal reflection assists in the strengthening of the first growth.

Also consider gathering in community on this sacred day locally, globally, by phone or in person. Allison Rae is hosting a powerful circle that will provide insight into the global shifts and changes as well as a platform for community wisdom and a powerful opportunity for more manifestation and grounding of global intentions in a group setting.

Details for the Earth In Balance gathering are located here: http://www.starpriestess.com/events.html#balance


New Growth

As we grow in understanding and connect to the seed that was planted within us for this solar cycle, take time daily for reflection about how you are changing. The moments of life are moving so fast now it’s sometimes hard to find quiet personal time but when you do you will find its rewards are deeper than ever imagined. The sacred time for the soul each day is quiet, profound in its silence but bold in its meaning. It can touch you like a spark or sneak in and slowly grow within you letting moments of brilliance shine as it shimmers the secrets of your future. Our potential is found in every moment now. We are being asked to reach inside ourselves and create ceremony in all that we do and become. Taking a breath is a place to start. We already contain all the possibility and promise of an infinite soul. Now is the time to be free and enter into your personal power. 

The Spring Equinox is the start of the awakening of the second chakra. The Imbolc passage was our time to acknowledging our seed (potential). It was also about allowing the growth of the root chakra to open and connect with Mother Earth and the Divine Universal energies. The second chakra is about you personally on all levels. It’s time to face the true essence of you at the core primal level but with a souls touch. Traditionally the second charka is about ego, what makes you feel secure (food, shelter, financial security and companionship), and the sexual natural impulses. Taking a step forward and bringing in the souls relationship with the physical we add this to consider. When you think about the ego remember that it serves its purpose to protect through self preservation. Honor now the egos ability to secure what is needed and then honor the soul as the essence and guide in all that you do. Making the mental switch for the first time from ego to intuition requires a constant awareness. If you’ve been moving towards a soul centered life then renew your vow to shine your light and honor your true self daily, checking in to make sure your ego is functioning only when required.

The things that make you feel secure in life- food, shelter, financial stability and companionship all make up the physical foundation of life. However the soul also functions one step higher by asking you to look at these pillars in a higher light. Consider the food your consuming- are you eating to assist you physical body to reach its full potential? Does the food you choose fulfill your bodies needs daily, regardless of what you may crave (an ego function)? Do you hoard, binge, or starve yourself for reasons that are not in alignment with your soul and bodies will? Regarding shelter, your souls asks that you truly consider what you really need to meet your needs of feeling safe while also keeping you protected from the elements. This also includes a good long consideration of all the items in your possession within your home. Clearing out items that are no longer needed or useful and donating or selling them to others that can utilizing them brings a new flow of energy into your home and creates space for new to enter into your life. It’s also time to honor your souls need to leave a space or move. If every fiber of your being is screaming to get out and leave then start today by asking for the guidance you need to make this change happen. Trusting that what is needed will be delivered to you is also the souls request as this second chakra awakens. This also applies to financial security- what does your job provide you? Does it fulfill you or should you be honoring yourself by doing something you really love? Maybe a balance needs to be created where work is only a 40 hour a week gig and donation of your time doing volunteer work  will assist in your soul being fulfilled and your happiness and light shining where it is truly needed. Companionship- Families, friendships, social websites, church and cultural groups, it all connects us and fills our need for social interaction outside of ourselves. These connections all serve a purpose, now your soul asks you to discern what and who really fulfills you on the core level. It asks you to look at every single relationship that fills your life and reconsider its purpose. How does it shape you? How does this person make your feel and what do you give to this relationship? Creating and belonging to community is of vital importance as our connection to each other reaches a new step globally. The core group that surrounds you needs to be of the highest light and most precious in form to honor what you need at this time. Be honest and use a kind heart. This may be the most difficult change to make within yourself because it requires you to commit to honoring yourself first before others. It also requires you be honest about what you truly want to have surrounding you.

Lastly the soul asks that you start to view your sexual being as something more than an avenue for pleasure but also for expansion. Your Feminine/Masculine energy comes from this place within you. You are a sexual being created to co-create at the most primal form. You are also a soul having a human experience. Honor your part in the Yin/Yang of this awakening that is happening globally. If you’re a women than start to identify your strengths, honor the natural cycles that flow within you. If you’ve reached crone stage then take stock in your wisdom and focus your powers on showing the way for others by radiating your beauty and love. Release what society has been leading us to believe is the true beauty of a women and honor what is truly beautiful about every fiber of your whole being- not just what is on the outside. If you’re a man then find the true center of yourself and believe in the love and calm that you bring to creation. You came from the womb and so you will always have a connection to the feminine side of you. Balancing this energy with your true yang nature assists is grounding the male energies on earth to be stable and useful. Bring about change that is functional and less threatening. Release the confines of what society says you should be or do and honor that you want to cry when you feel hurt or stay home when your child is ill. Regardless of our physical orientation we are all souls. Honoring what is at the heart of what we feel and lives within us honors what the global community needs most- honesty, love, and a shift in how we view ourselves and each other.

Be free to expand in your new awareness of self. Be honest in your assessment but also don’t be too hard on yourself and what you may find. We all have dark stuff hidden within. The soul isn’t asking you to dig all the dirt of life out on the table to be shifted through in one day. It’s only asking you start with the basics and work forward.

The flow of our awakening has been highlighted to awaken each of our chakras as we reach a new point in the solar cycle. Understanding as we go each step will help to clear, free, activate, and solidify our new chakra system we are creating in this Galactic Awakening. We have done this before and never before. Even if we think we know all there is to know about our energy systems we are being asked to start again with a different set of energies in a new time that is ours to co-create. As each chakra realigns or awakens other chakras will require attention as new/old 3^rd dimensional issues may require healing or release. As you identify with each chakra look for key words, phrases, songs, or pictures that may honor or signify the strengths that the chakras are gifting you. While we all have a charka system with its function universal how we relate and utilize their energies is deeply personal.

 

This a powerful moment in our life, a point of honor and beauty. Reach higher and deeper than ever before. Your life is infinite in splendor and you radiate the love of a thousand suns and more. All possibilities exist within you, believe this truth and push forth- the soul awaits you.

Wishing you Endless Blessings,

Leah

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